hollydays are comming...

hip hip, strugling but still surviving...

yesterday we had this bussiness party, and since it is done (and was rather successful) now i can relax a bit... a lot work still to do, but its not so stresfull, though.

the head is so empty to write..
now will be heading to discussion on tolerance, tolerance in youth work... interesting way to spend pre-christmas tuesday evening, isn't it?! :)))

ok, thats all for now, enough of writing. some sleep would be sooooo great...

basketball day!

every tuesday for last couple of months is... BasKetBaLl day! and i am waiting for this day to come more than a friday:)))

i could talk and talk why basketball is great and even more about its terapic effect on me...

but all in all - i luv it.
folks, have a nice day!

let it snow, let it snow

...well... according to my calendar it suppose to be winter in Lithuania.. but instead of snow all we got is water on the street from last weeks melting snow..

...to confess, i am not a big fan of winter, but snow somehow gives a feeling of pureness, freshness and something bright..

...i think i do need snow/this feeling now, since it might give some hope of bright future:)

monday. 12th. december. 2-oo-5

hmm.

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sweet and sound

yep. christmas countdown is getting its pace..
the light atthe end of tunel is not seen yet,
but you can already smell it coming soon..

the mood is great,
the to-do-list is impresive,
the winter is white yet not so cold,
washing mashine is arriving 2moro,
Youth week will reach its peak 2moro as well

picture on the left is not about the way i feel but an attempt to put picture of my sister into the blog:)

Time goes so slowly..... waiting for your call

Time goes back so slowly.....
Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day

Time goes back so slowly for those who wait
No time to hesitate
Those who run seem to have all the fun
I'm caught up/ I don't know what to do

Time goes back so slowly
I don't know what to do

Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day

yet another day

"another day another dollar", used to say my boss in Ireland.
another day, another piece of puzzle goes down.
"13 working days until Christmas" -shouts flipchart in our office.

today was good day, i have to admit, if you consider the result. the process itself is less and less exciting. i hope that playing basketball will put me back on track. because for the whole bloody day eyes were set on laptop while mind was travelling out of time and space - visiting the girl i love. despite world is getting smaller and smaller, still we are thousand miles away...
tommorow is exciting in a way. will see what this offer of international trainings and seminars is all about. even though it perfectly falls out of the picture and is not in the direction i planned - why not to see what is it all about. be open for life and it will be open for you. let see. now is time to shut-up myself and shut-down my dear friend - pc..

new horizons4

new horizons4
Originally uploaded by mierka.

adding some more "skyline" to my blog...

monday. 5th. december. 2-oo-5

monday started as it suppose too start.. after bright, white and snowy weekend monday began wet and grey:)

but if you look higher than ground - it is almost fine (just take care of passing cars, since the wave of fluid from under their tyres can force you to change your outfit:)

to sum it all up, monday was (still is) busy, but peaceful and quite in the head. nothing to worry about. whatta heck...

statistical approach towards... love

"statistical approach towards love" - this phrase may sound strange, but to some extent it makes .. sense. lets take a small example, one day it just bumped on me:

if someone loves not one, but three persons - does it mean that there is three times more love in this world?

hhmm, "statistically speaking" yes!
so maybe instead of only promoting peace and love, we should be in peace with world (and ourselves) and Love! Love without reducing it to one/two/three persons? i dont know. can someone help me with these doubts?
Our love quite often wants to own of our love object. why so, is that correct? is that the way it should be? sincerely lost...

i wish... i wish you were next to me

i wish it was summer. i wish there was nothing to worry about. i wish i am back to all nice places i have visited recently. i wish i saw the faces of people i love. i wish these people were here with me. I wish you were here, dear.

and what have i got? winter. doubts. work. responsabilities. obligations.

but also:
- nice memories (they wont fade away)
- too many opportunities (what to choose, where to go? how to get rid of feeling that by choosing something you lose something?:)
- great friends (well, they might be far, but they are always with me in my heart).
- love (without love we are nothing)
well, its not that bad, after all. let get back on track and be positive:)

Love Letter

I hold this letter in my hand
A plea, a petition, a kind of prayer
I hope it does as I have planned
Losing her again is more than I can bear

I kiss the cold, white envelope
I press my lips against her name
Two hundred words. We live in hope
The sky hangs heavy with rain

Love Letter / Go get her /
Love Letter / Go tell her

A wicked wind whips up the hill
A handful of hopeful words
I love her and I always will

Love Letter / Go get her /
Love Letter / Go tell her

Rain your kisses down upon me
Rain your kisses down in storms
And for all who`ll come before me
In your slowly fading forms

I`m going out of my mind
Will leave me standing in
The rain with a letter and a prayer
Whispered on the wind

Come back to me
O baby please come back to me

2 minutes..

..2 minutes before take-off..
..2 minutes before sunset..
..2 minutes away from You..

but... not the minutes are the thing "what counts". It's all about how you spent "minute's" given to you and with whom you do spent them.

... between ...

between land and sky...
between reality and dream...
between you and me...

the distance between you and me
is the road i have to walk
the road is the thing that matters
will i reach you - maybe.
will i fail - could happen.
but if i will not try - i already have failed.
OK - stand up and go!

happy-go-lucky time/ halai halai

On the way to Harput, Turkey

Karpatian mountains, Sinaia, Romania 

first snow (but it doesn't cover signs of globalization) 

Sinaia monastery 

Orthodox priest, Sinaia monastery 

Mosaic, Sinaia monastery 

EC: Luca and Dennis 

EC: ICL team of trainers 

learning how to put pix into blog..
takes a while... :)

pirmasis sniegas

pirmasis sniegas ant mano plauku iskrito lapkricio 18 diena.. Sinaia, Rumunija.

2005 11 13

pirmas "išėjimas" į Blog'ą vyksta Rumunijoj, leidžiant laiką viešbutyje ir laukiant kada gi jau važiuosime i Sinaia, miestelį kalnuose. Ten artimiausias š dienas vyks pilietiškumo mokymai Europos (ET "Europos") šalių jaunimo lyderiams. juokinga vartoti žodį jaunimo lyderiai (ypač turint omenyje gan skeptišką Mindaugo straipsny Omnyje), gal tikslau būtų juos įvardinti aktyviais jaunimo/jaunimo organizacijų atstovais.

tai gal tiek trumpai, šiek tiek jaudinuosi prieš mokymus, bet tai natūralu. visgi atstovavimas ET ir EK yra truputį įpareigojantis.. bet manau kad viskas bus gerai, jei neužmigsiu pats per kokią sesiją :)

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