...yesterday, all my troubles...

yesterday was rather nice day until that bloody phonecall which moved me a bit. why the hell people think they can talk bulshit and then say dont take it personaly?

seems i am getting bit crazy about the things i am doing and it doesn't satisfy me anymore. so the plan to move on with international career is a necessity rather than luxury.

i do agree that life shouldn't be too easy, but, as one book says, "life was never ment to be a struggle".
and it gives an example - imagine the tiger. he wakes up in the morning and thinks to himself-

"today i will strugle a bit to make my life better".

not easy to imagine this, isn't it? :) the moral is that we have to enjoy what we have and at least not make more obstacles in our daily life and our mind than already exists.

"financial thinking"

read a book. some ideas:

dont lie to yourself and dont behave as crowd does..
dont listen to pour and coward..
everyone wants to go to heaven, but no one wants to die..
easy road brings trouble - difficult one brings joy
life is reflection of your inside
the gold is all around. but very few see it
to win is not to be affraid to loose

question of the day: one leg on the bus, one on the street how long you can manage?

they say it's not possible to be on the bus and off the bus at the same time. Incorrect.

one leg can be inside while another remains on the street.

and.. while bus is not moving, or moving slowly, you can even manage to stay on the both sides..

but seems my "bus" is moving fast. moving in all directions. and sooner or later i will have to choose - ON or OFF...

Passion: Fotography

u seen many pictures posted in this blog. its quite obvious that i like fotography and taking pictures. Now i am posting documented proof of it.

life is a bitch.. and then you die..:)

very "nite" picture.. and a short quiz

what do you see in this picture?

- a fly on the light bulb?
- lonely bird?
- airplane heading somewhere?
- "national geography" tv show?
- mr. Karlson heading away from his top-roof living room?

boa tarde. even in paradise it rains sometime..

only during the forth visit to Portugal i was "blessed" with a rain drops falling from the sky.
last year this lovely country has almost forgotten what is rain since it faced the hardes draught ever.

but it is winter now and it is quite normal to have some rain. its even nice to see water on streets instead of the sand and dust. but of course, Faro is much more natural with son rather than water ;)

today we spend whole day shapin future CD of YEU 20th anniversary. we have a good group dynamics and i think our team will make a best effort and we wll have a great result at the end. i just feel it. YEU deserves good CD, thats for sure.

beijinhos de Faro, Portugal

stuck in the airport.

had to take-off two hours ago..
but.. still in a frozen Vilnius since we didn't manage to take -off twice.
now sitting in waiting lounge and expect that we will leave in the upcoming hour.
if we dont, i will miss my connection at Dublin and will be screwd up..
though hoping for the best.
Faro is waiting for me.
i will make it.
bye

my dream. to stand on the top of it. proxima estacion..

hihihi... next week i will escape from frozen Vilnius to sunny Portugal.. once again.. bom dia!

ice age in Vilnius. - 24 brrrrr

green. yellow. green. there's no red light

i like this picture a lot.
quite meaningful.
everything is conventional.
e.g. what makes "green" - green?
why we move on "green" signal and "red" one makes us stop?
well, its not the question about traffic lights, though:)

another question of my concern at the moment - "cross-roads", choosing directions.
and about enjoying what you have. all books claim that you have to see positive spark in everything. Appreciate things you have. well, i do. but it seems to be problematic as well... since some people see discrepancy between appreciating things you've got and struggling for more.

i am bit confused :) though i love how things are developing at the moment...

Some people want it to happen, some wish it would happen, others make it happen.

dichotomy of life. choose side. choose color.

beautiful. bit about bikes, but mainly about love :)

There are nine million bicycles in Beijing

That's a fact
It's a thing we can't deny
Like the fact that I will love you till I die

We are twelve billion light years from the edge
That's a guess
No-one can ever say it's true
But I know that I will always be with you

I'm warmed by the fire of your love everyday
So don't call me a liar
Just believe everything that I say

There are six billion people in the world
More or less
And it makes me feel quite small
But you're the one I love the most of all

We're high on the wire
With the world in our sight
And I'll never tire
Of the love that you give me every night

And there are nine million bicycles in Beijing
And you know that I will love you till I die

morning question

hm..
if the Earth is round, where its starts and where it ends?
where is the top and where is the bottom line?

we were given Earth, but no one gave as a manual how to use it..
so we have missused it so many times..

extending existing forms

hollydays are comming...

hip hip, strugling but still surviving...

yesterday we had this bussiness party, and since it is done (and was rather successful) now i can relax a bit... a lot work still to do, but its not so stresfull, though.

the head is so empty to write..
now will be heading to discussion on tolerance, tolerance in youth work... interesting way to spend pre-christmas tuesday evening, isn't it?! :)))

ok, thats all for now, enough of writing. some sleep would be sooooo great...

basketball day!

every tuesday for last couple of months is... BasKetBaLl day! and i am waiting for this day to come more than a friday:)))

i could talk and talk why basketball is great and even more about its terapic effect on me...

but all in all - i luv it.
folks, have a nice day!

let it snow, let it snow

...well... according to my calendar it suppose to be winter in Lithuania.. but instead of snow all we got is water on the street from last weeks melting snow..

...to confess, i am not a big fan of winter, but snow somehow gives a feeling of pureness, freshness and something bright..

...i think i do need snow/this feeling now, since it might give some hope of bright future:)

monday. 12th. december. 2-oo-5

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