...yesterday, all my troubles...

yesterday was rather nice day until that bloody phonecall which moved me a bit. why the hell people think they can talk bulshit and then say dont take it personaly?

seems i am getting bit crazy about the things i am doing and it doesn't satisfy me anymore. so the plan to move on with international career is a necessity rather than luxury.

i do agree that life shouldn't be too easy, but, as one book says, "life was never ment to be a struggle".
and it gives an example - imagine the tiger. he wakes up in the morning and thinks to himself-

"today i will strugle a bit to make my life better".

not easy to imagine this, isn't it? :) the moral is that we have to enjoy what we have and at least not make more obstacles in our daily life and our mind than already exists.